maybe im not in a position to comment anything.
but honestly speaking,i do feel kinda cheated.
why must you hide it from me?and why must you lie to me.
you can have just tell me.
or just dont tell me anything.
i may probe but i wont force you.

i wont say anything.
even if i have my objections.my doubts.
i will still respect your decision.
i feel kind of betrayed.
not because of what happen.
but because you choose to keep me in the dark.
maybe you have your reasons.
but i just cant fathom.
seriously.

i wonder.
are we really as close as we/i think it is?